Kinda amazing going through these games and not getting numb to 'em.
Does it feel worse when the choice ain't in your hands? [ He thinks so. The things he does he wants to have agency over. It's his life and his choices, but if something else took that from him... ]
[he has to pause to give that some honest thought.]
...I don't know. I think - I might've been happier if I could have said it wasn't really me who did those things, back at the school. But it wouldn't have changed the fact that people were dying.
I want to be in control of myself. I was a bandit boss for a centuries. Death and killin' ain't unknown to me. Those were my choices. I knew why I was killing them, they knew why.
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He won't say that. ]
It's gonna weigh heavy on some.
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[he shrugs.]
I mean, I get it, but this kind of place - it weighs heavy on everyone, no matter what.
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Does it feel worse when the choice ain't in your hands? [ He thinks so. The things he does he wants to have agency over. It's his life and his choices, but if something else took that from him... ]
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...I don't know. I think - I might've been happier if I could have said it wasn't really me who did those things, back at the school. But it wouldn't have changed the fact that people were dying.
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He takes a slow sip of his drink.]
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What about you?
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Prefer that to this.